冷落~

最近总觉得被人冷落了。。。
是我想太多了吗？
总觉得格格不入！融入不到~
很想逃离。。。就连呼吸都觉得辛苦。
超讨厌这种感觉！

问题都是出现在我身上吗？
什么计较、自私、懒一堆的。
我真的这样的一个人吗？

我很努力的改甚至尝试。。。
不要太介意别人的看法。真的很难~

有人告诉我，没有人会在意你的感受。
没有人会对你好因为你对他不错。
更别要求相同的回报。

我很努力的朝着一方面想。
很可惜我并不能100%的做到。
但我知道我尽力了。

心力绞碎又怎样，又有谁能够帮到你？

爱情~

最近我的同事评论我对另一半的“口味”。
我不得不承认我是“外貌协会”的成员。
但...现在的我不会应外貌儿随便开始一段恋情。
也对爱情有种止步的感觉。
数下手指我也差不多三年没拍拖了。
哈哈~也不知道自己怎样办到的。

Leave Clearance~

When I mentioned " I am on leave"!
"Wah! So Good" was the first respond from them .
You all jealous? Or...Haha~

Let me told You the hidden story.
This is an order and force by my superior...
Right now is middle of the years, am clearing last year leave...
Mean that i stll have 14days leave for this year 2008
will back forward to next year i guess...

Also, i don't have any ideal or plan during the leave appliacation...
(apply this leave fews month before, April if not mistake)

Maybe this is a time to have a break...for my tired boday and heart.
Pevious few months i was busy like crazy...
I should clam down and think poperly "waht i had did in past half year"

Oh my god...
Please let me gone...
Fly to the world without competition.
Simple lifestyle,this is what I want.

Pray to have a lucky St@r ***
My dream home come ture...
may put more n more effort to EARN $$$$$$$$ because of YOU~
Dr3aM H0uS3~

让人不安的抉择~

人总会在面对选择时有疑惑、不安和焦虑~

在事情还不完全明朗的时候拒绝了，

却也在这时候等待更好的，

这样好吗？对吗？

我的心真的七上八下...

每一晚都辗转难眠...

就连呼吸都辛苦...

叹气声连连...

是我不过聪明吗？

为何不能把事情一件件解决？

有谁愿意和我分享？

我的心很累哦？

Where my way?

while when you in the conner...
are to make a decision...
i had told them what i want...
can i get it?
or i need to find another way?